Why is Life So Complicated?

I know it's stress. I truly know it, but I'm all out of sorts and have been for a while. My mother has been saying that everyone in our family is in chaos, and I guess we sort of are what with changes abounding. And, yeah, work is definitely better now that Dougie has gotten the boot. And, hey, I have a long weekend and am heading to the beach.

It's just that right now, I would like things to be settled, to be relaxing. I'm tired of being stressed out and having things going in 10 directions. I want life to be BORING again. . .and it doesn't look like that's going to happen any day soon.

It's stress talking, isn't it? Sigh. I need a longer vacation than I'm going to get. I mean. . .it's sort of a "working vacation" in that (fingers crossed) things might change if my Friday appointment.

I just want some time to stop and NOT think.

I should probably take our secretary's advice and take a "mental health" day or three to burn some of my outrageously accumulated sick time (she was rather funny going and getting it, copying it, and handing it too me showing me that I'll have more than 100hours disappear at the end of the year because I have above the limit of what we can carry.)

I just want a little 100% unstressed time. I don't like stress. I don't like it at all.

Well, at least I have tomorrow and Friday off and am heading to the beach.

(And I'm still doing the happy dance that Doug got fired).

Why is Life So Complicated?

I know it's stress. I truly know it, but I'm all out of sorts and have been for a while. My mother has been saying that everyone in our family is in chaos, and I guess we sort of are what with changes abounding. And, yeah, work is definitely better now that Dougie has gotten the boot. And, hey, I have a long weekend and am heading to the beach.

It's just that right now, I would like things to be settled, to be relaxing. I'm tired of being stressed out and having things going in 10 directions. I want life to be BORING again. . .and it doesn't look like that's going to happen any day soon.

It's stress talking, isn't it? Sigh. I need a longer vacation than I'm going to get. I mean. . .it's sort of a "working vacation" in that (fingers crossed) things might change if my Friday appointment.

I just want some time to stop and NOT think.

I should probably take our secretary's advice and take a "mental health" day or three to burn some of my outrageously accumulated sick time (she was rather funny going and getting it, copying it, and handing it too me showing me that I'll have more than 100hours disappear at the end of the year because I have above the limit of what we can carry.)

I just want a little 100% unstressed time. I don't like stress. I don't like it at all.

Well, at least I have tomorrow and Friday off and am heading to the beach.

(And I'm still doing the happy dance that Doug got fired).

Why is Life So Complicated?

I know it's stress. I truly know it, but I'm all out of sorts and have been for a while. My mother has been saying that everyone in our family is in chaos, and I guess we sort of are what with changes abounding. And, yeah, work is definitely better now that Dougie has gotten the boot. And, hey, I have a long weekend and am heading to the beach.

It's just that right now, I would like things to be settled, to be relaxing. I'm tired of being stressed out and having things going in 10 directions. I want life to be BORING again. . .and it doesn't look like that's going to happen any day soon.

It's stress talking, isn't it? Sigh. I need a longer vacation than I'm going to get. I mean. . .it's sort of a "working vacation" in that (fingers crossed) things might change if my Friday appointment.

I just want some time to stop and NOT think.

I should probably take our secretary's advice and take a "mental health" day or three to burn some of my outrageously accumulated sick time (she was rather funny going and getting it, copying it, and handing it too me showing me that I'll have more than 100hours disappear at the end of the year because I have above the limit of what we can carry.)

I just want a little 100% unstressed time. I don't like stress. I don't like it at all.

Well, at least I have tomorrow and Friday off and am heading to the beach.

(And I'm still doing the happy dance that Doug got fired).

Why is Life So Complicated -- Part II

I MISS OBSESSIVE FANDOM!

I MISS SPIKE!

What's so good about obsessive fandom (and Spike love) is that it gave something to obsess over other than my own life (er... huh... that means I feel a need to obsess over something doesn't it? I don't know if that's a good thing. Hmm).

But, yeah, fandom, BtVS, AtS, whatever gives something frivolous and inconsequential in the larger scheme of things to still care about passionately and it still all be harmless. It's such a wonderful distraction from real life.

Sniffle.

I Miss Spike! Whaaaaa!

Why is Life So Complicated -- Part II

I MISS OBSESSIVE FANDOM!

I MISS SPIKE!

What's so good about obsessive fandom (and Spike love) is that it gave something to obsess over other than my own life (er... huh... that means I feel a need to obsess over something doesn't it? I don't know if that's a good thing. Hmm).

But, yeah, fandom, BtVS, AtS, whatever gives something frivolous and inconsequential in the larger scheme of things to still care about passionately and it still all be harmless. It's such a wonderful distraction from real life.

Sniffle.

I Miss Spike! Whaaaaa!

Why is Life So Complicated -- Part II

I MISS OBSESSIVE FANDOM!

I MISS SPIKE!

What's so good about obsessive fandom (and Spike love) is that it gave something to obsess over other than my own life (er... huh... that means I feel a need to obsess over something doesn't it? I don't know if that's a good thing. Hmm).

But, yeah, fandom, BtVS, AtS, whatever gives something frivolous and inconsequential in the larger scheme of things to still care about passionately and it still all be harmless. It's such a wonderful distraction from real life.

Sniffle.

I Miss Spike! Whaaaaa!